It’s going to hurt to see him out with someone else. It’s going to hurt when you hear about his engagement, when he told you that he never wanted to get married. It’s going to hurt to hear about his new baby, when he made you abort yours.
It’s going to hurt to work with him, and see him flirt with other women. It’s going to hurt to be in the same room with him and act like everything’s ok.
It’s going to hurt when you both go to the same church, and now his baby is being Christening right in front of you.
It’s going to hurt knowing that he will no longer be at the family gatherings. It’s going to hurt when Valentine’s Day is right around the corner, and your sweetheart isn’t there with you.
It’s going to hurt when his birthday comes around and you’ve already bought his gifts. Even though he never made your birthday feel special for you.
It’s going to hurt when you’re used to him laying beside you at night. It’s going to hurt when you find one of his t-shirts in your drawer.
It’s going to hurt when your friends see you out alone, and questions where he is. It’s going to hurt when you have to lie because you don’t want them to know the truth.
It’s going to hurt to realize that he really didn’t love you. It’s going to hurt to realize that he was just using you. It’s going to hurt when you find out he’s been talking and lieing on you to his friends.
It’s going to hurt when you find out that your best friend slept with him. It’s going to hurt when you realize that she was the one that you confided in about him.
It’s going to hurt when you find out he slept with your cousin. It’s going to hurt when you find out that everyone in the family knew about the affair. It’s going to hurt when you find out she’s had his baby too.
It’s going to hurt to know that you did everything right and it still wasn’t good enough. It’s going to hurt to know that he’s curved you. It’s going to hurt to know that he ghosted you. It’s going to hurt the most when he realizes how he wronged you but never apologized.
It’s going to hurt the most when you receive a call saying that he’s laying in a hospital bed dying and he wants to see you. It’s going to hurt the most when you’re woman enough to go and visit him. It’s going to hurt the most to tell him that you’ve already forgiven him.
It’s going to hurt when you’re standing at his burial watching as they lower his coffin in the ground.
It’s not going to be satisfying, when you want to say, “I told you that you would get yours before me, and that I would live to see the day that you died”.
Karma is a Bitch. Dont forget how you treated those you’ve hurt”.
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust.
The Real Unofficial Relationship Expert™
“Don’t judge me…just unfollow me”.©2020 IamU™~JustBeingStaci™~
Follow me on:
My Blog Website: https://iamu.blog
INSTAGRAM: @iamu_justbeingstaci™
FACEBOOK: I AM U™
IamU™ 
Leave a comment